Mum Guilt and is painting a job?!
Posted by Caroline Valpied on
Every mother knows this feeling. Your needs don't always match up to your little one's needs and there is a push/pull. At the beginning you kind of have to get out of bed and feed the baby (how dare they be hungry when you're desperately trying to get just one hour shut-eye?!) and look after them the rest of the time. If you're a completely deranged control freak like me (and there are no local grandparents to detach you from your new family member) you think you should be with them all the time until you go completely mad. I don't recommend this.
N.B. This is the daycare (how fun! so much stuff! nature!) not my backyard.
My point is that we've put Salvador in daycare and I've been transitioning to this new reality, just like he has. He actually really likes it. I only rang up 12 times on the first day. It's gone down a bit since then.
He's only in two days a week, but from next week it will be three. Is this fair? Is painting a real job? Does it warrant incarcerating my child? *slight hysteria rising in voice* Well, clients are paying me to paint so it's a freelance job that's earning us an income. What about when I'm painting for an exhibition? What about when I take a break? Am I allowed to take breaks?
Most of us have to work and that usually means their children have to be looked after by others. It just feels so weird to be entirely freelance so no boss, no hours to keep to, at home, but without Salvador. I think the weird part is that painting doesn't feel like a job. It's a part of me I need to feed to calm me down and make me (relatively, ah-hem) normal. If I didn't like my job, would that validate daycare somehow?
What do you think? To daycare or not to daycare. To follow your passion and build an art career or to smother your little one in kisses all day (which let's face it, is a pretty good way to spend your time). These are my questions...
You can comment below or on facebook or instagram. Feel free to explore my website. Thanks for being nice. :-P
Good day friends. The truth is that GREAT MOTHER IS REAL AND UNIQUELY POWERFUL. Contact the Great Mother today and she will help you. when my husband left me for another woman, i thought that was the end but i contacted many spell casters but there was no positive responses and everything seemed not to be working and i was losing my mind until my cousin told me about the GREAT MOTHER who also helped her to bring back her man and also helped her to cure her herpes disease. I gave it a try and i contacted the Great Mother on her Website and i saw various testimonies about her on her good works how she has helped a lot of people. I explained my problems to her. she laughed and told me that, everything will be okay again and that she will help me bring back my man in 3 days time. I actually thought that it was a joke but since i had no other options, i gave it a try and i did what she instructed me do and to my greatest surprise, my man came back to me begging in 3 days time just as she told me. Contact the Great Mother now on her website: https://Ourgreatmother1.blogspot.com and you can also reach her on her email: Greatmotherofsolutiontemple1@gmail.com or you can equally contact her on her whatsapp number: +17025514367
I want to share this wonderful testimony to the Good people all over the world on how I was able to Enlarge my Penis by Dr.OSE I was living a shameful life from my young age, just last month as I was browsing on the internet about Penis size and Enlargement Products, I saw a testimony of a Man called George , testifying of how he was able to get his penis Enlarged by Dr.ose and I decided to also Email Dr.ose for my small penis size and he quickly respond to me and gave me the normal instructions which i did and then he shipped the product to me here in the united state which i received in just 3 working days and today i am very happy because i started seeing positive changes in my penis size in just 7 days of use. Dr.OSE herbal product is the best recommended for you and to whomever suffering from this shame or having any other diseases as well should Contact this great herbal doctor via his Email :oseremenspelltemple@gmail.com and WhatsApp Him on +2348136482342 https://www.facebook.com/Dr-odion-spell-temple-110513923938220/
Did your husband or wife leave your life without any good explanation which makes you confused and you want them back in your life? Dr Ilekhojie is the right man for the job, he is a powerful spell caster blessed by his ancestors and accepted by the gods as their mouthpiece on earth, Dr Ilekhojie help me save my broken home by bringing back my husband to me with his powerful spell. I and my husband was separated 9 months without communication but with the spell cast by Dr Ilekhojie, he is back and we are one happy family again. Contact Dr Ilekhojie if you are facing any kind of life problems and you need a quick solution. Viber or Whatsapp: +2348147400259 or Email: (gethelp05@gmail.com)
“I’ve been wanting to share my testimony for a while now. For a long time I fueled my faith in Dr Ekpen spell by reading so many wonderful testimonies of restored marriages. I had a happy marriage, but took it for granted and got involved with another man online. My husband was very hurt. He left me and transformed into someone I did not know. He asked for divorce many times and nothing seemed to make him reconsider restoring our relationship. We trusted Dr Ekpen and we waited on His spell. Dr Ekpen saved our marriage. Now we are very much in love and are speechless with the miracle of the birth of our newborn daughter. Please, do not give up. Be kind and loving. .” Contact Dr Ekpen on Whatsapp +2349062286491
I am here to give testimony on how this powerful spell caster called Dr Osebor helped me to fix my relationship. i was heartbroken when my fiancee told me he is no longer interested in marrying me because he was having an affair with the other woman where he work. I cried and sobbed every day, until it got so bad that I reached out to the Internet for help, that was when i read a review about the great work of Dr Osebor, then i contacted him for help to get my lover back, he helped me cast a powerful (reconciliation love spell) and to my greatest surprise after 48 hours of doing the love spell my Fiancee came back on his knees begging me to forgive him We are now happily married and all thanks goes to Dr Osebor Wonders for helping me save my relationship you can contact Dr Osebor through his email address: oseborwinbacktemple@gmail.com or WHATSAPP him on +2348073245515 you can also contact him for anytypes issues you are going through<
[ ] DR osebor CAN AS WELL CURE THE FOLLOWING DISEASE:-
- [ ] HIV/AIDS
- [ ] HERPES
- [ ] CANCER
- [ ] ALS
- [ ] cancer
- [ ] Diabetes
eye problem etc.