Mum Guilt and is painting a job?!
Every mother knows this feeling. Your needs don't always match up to your little one's needs and there is a push/pull. At the beginning you kind of have to get out of bed and feed the baby (how dare they be hungry when you're desperately trying to get just one hour shut-eye?!) and look after them the rest of the time. If you're a completely deranged control freak like me (and there are no local grandparents to detach you from your new family member) you think you should be with them all the time until you go completely mad. I don't recommend this.
N.B. This is the daycare (how fun! so much stuff! nature!) not my backyard.
My point is that we've put Salvador in daycare and I've been transitioning to this new reality, just like he has. He actually really likes it. I only rang up 12 times on the first day. It's gone down a bit since then.
He's only in two days a week, but from next week it will be three. Is this fair? Is painting a real job? Does it warrant incarcerating my child? *slight hysteria rising in voice* Well, clients are paying me to paint so it's a freelance job that's earning us an income. What about when I'm painting for an exhibition? What about when I take a break? Am I allowed to take breaks?
Most of us have to work and that usually means their children have to be looked after by others. It just feels so weird to be entirely freelance so no boss, no hours to keep to, at home, but without Salvador. I think the weird part is that painting doesn't feel like a job. It's a part of me I need to feed to calm me down and make me (relatively, ah-hem) normal. If I didn't like my job, would that validate daycare somehow?
What do you think? To daycare or not to daycare. To follow your passion and build an art career or to smother your little one in kisses all day (which let's face it, is a pretty good way to spend your time). These are my questions...
You can comment below or on facebook or instagram. Feel free to explore my website. Thanks for being nice. :-P
3677 comments
I feel so happy writing this review about Ghost Champion Wizard your can as well hire him today!
My Credit Score was on the poor side and I couldn’t get a house, a car or even a truck for my new business. I Couldn’t get approved for any type of loan until I read a comment about a private programmer online on how he helped some people fix their credit score in the space of three days. I gave it a try and reached out to him and to my greatest surprise he came through. He increased My Credit score and he also topped up my Credit Balance to $280,000 USD. He did it perfectly well and removed all The negative items I had on my credit Score. a lot more, Email: (GHOSTCHAMPIONWIZARD (at) Gmail dot com)
Removing Bad Records from Both Public and Private internet Databases
FOR RECOVERY OF STOLEN BITCOIN / CRYPTOCURRENCY, RECOVERY OF LOST FUNDS FROM SCAMMER.
Do you need concrete evidence of cheating proof without physical access to your spouse or partner’s phone? A team provided me with total access to my spouse’s phone and I was able to find out that he was cheating on me with her colleague at work I was able to read and listen to their call conversation and have much proof of it kindly contact: GHOSTCHAMPIONWIZARD (at) Gmail dot com
Hi everyone, I want to thank Dr Emmanuel for praying for me and giving me a lottery game that changed my life, I have been playing lottery game for a very long time but never win big, I contact Dr Emmanuel online after reading some testimonies about him, He prayed for me and gave me a lottery number which I played and won $3,000,000,00, and for that first time I won a big amount. I also want you to contact him for your lucky game. You can reach him through his Email at dremmanuellottoryspellcaster@gmail.com
I was paid 40 euros per hour at work and it was a stressful job, I was researching online for a better job when I saw testimonies of how Dr Ilekhojie helped people with his spell to win a lottery. I have not played the lottery game before so I wondered how it works, I spoke to Dr Ilekhojie via text: +2348147400259 asking for help to win the lottery game too. He responded and requested for my name and picture, he said it was needed perform the spell. I did as he instructed and the items were bought to perform the spell, after the spell he gave me a lottery number and a website which was revealed to him. I played the lottery numbers and two days later I got an email that I won $11 million euros (11,000,000). I thought it was a joke but behold I got paid without stress. Dr Ilekhojie is a great Psychic, join me thank him via Text/call: +2348147400259 or Email: gethelp05@gmail.com)
I’ve been a carpenter for the past 18 years and playing the Lottery has always been my thing and my Wife supports me but winning big funds is always an issue. My Wife is quite good at surfing the internet and she came across an AD of DR AMBER who helps people that believes in his work. My Wife & I emailed him for help to win the Lottery and guess what!!! He did a spell prayer and gave us some digits to play the Lottery. We did as he instructed and we were notified after 10 days that we’d won $245,600,000 MILLION DOLLARS from the NY LOTTERY POWERBALL that we played. We can’t really explain the feeling we had when we heard the amount we WON for we were so happy. Everything seemed like a dream for some minutes till we realized that it was REALITY" LOL". Anyways, we are here to appreciate DR AMBER and also to share to you all the wonderful experiences we had with him. To get his contact info, Visit: amberlottotemple.com or E-mail: amberlottotemple@yahoo.com