Mum Guilt and is painting a job?!
Every mother knows this feeling. Your needs don't always match up to your little one's needs and there is a push/pull. At the beginning you kind of have to get out of bed and feed the baby (how dare they be hungry when you're desperately trying to get just one hour shut-eye?!) and look after them the rest of the time. If you're a completely deranged control freak like me (and there are no local grandparents to detach you from your new family member) you think you should be with them all the time until you go completely mad. I don't recommend this.
N.B. This is the daycare (how fun! so much stuff! nature!) not my backyard.
My point is that we've put Salvador in daycare and I've been transitioning to this new reality, just like he has. He actually really likes it. I only rang up 12 times on the first day. It's gone down a bit since then.
He's only in two days a week, but from next week it will be three. Is this fair? Is painting a real job? Does it warrant incarcerating my child? *slight hysteria rising in voice* Well, clients are paying me to paint so it's a freelance job that's earning us an income. What about when I'm painting for an exhibition? What about when I take a break? Am I allowed to take breaks?
Most of us have to work and that usually means their children have to be looked after by others. It just feels so weird to be entirely freelance so no boss, no hours to keep to, at home, but without Salvador. I think the weird part is that painting doesn't feel like a job. It's a part of me I need to feed to calm me down and make me (relatively, ah-hem) normal. If I didn't like my job, would that validate daycare somehow?
What do you think? To daycare or not to daycare. To follow your passion and build an art career or to smother your little one in kisses all day (which let's face it, is a pretty good way to spend your time). These are my questions...
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𝗜’𝗺 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗺𝗼𝘀𝘁 𝗵𝗮𝗽𝗽𝗶𝗲𝘀𝘁 𝘄𝗼𝗺𝗮𝗻 𝗼𝗻 𝗲𝗮𝗿𝘁𝗵. 𝗜 𝘀𝘁𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗰𝗮𝗻’𝘁 𝗯𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗲𝘃𝗲 𝗺𝘆 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗶𝘀 𝗯𝗮𝗰𝗸 𝘁𝗼 𝗺𝗲, 𝗗𝗿.𝗕𝗮𝗹𝗯𝗼𝘀𝗮 𝗶𝘀 𝗮 𝘁𝗿𝘂𝗲 𝗴𝗼𝗱 𝘀𝗲𝗻𝘁. 𝗜 𝗴𝗼𝘁 𝗺𝘆 𝗲𝘅 𝗯𝗮𝗰𝗸 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻 𝟰𝟴 𝗵𝗼𝘂𝗿𝘀 𝗮𝗳𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗰𝗼𝗻𝘁𝗮𝗰𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗗𝗿.𝗕𝗮𝗹𝗯𝗼𝘀𝗮. 𝗜 𝗵𝗮𝗱 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱 𝘀𝗼 𝗺𝗮𝗻𝘆 𝗺𝗮𝗿𝘃𝗲𝗹𝗼𝘂𝘀 𝘁𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗼𝗻𝗶𝗲𝘀 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗿𝗲𝘃𝗶𝗲𝘄𝘀 𝗮𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗗𝗿.𝗕𝗮𝗹𝗯𝗼𝘀𝗮 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗺𝗼𝘀𝘁 𝗽𝗼𝘄𝗲𝗿𝗳𝘂𝗹 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘀𝗽𝗲𝗹𝗹 𝗰𝗮𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗿. 𝗜 𝗰𝗼𝗻𝘁𝗮𝗰𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝗵𝗶𝗺 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗲𝘅𝗽𝗹𝗮𝗶𝗻𝗲𝗱 𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝗺𝘆 𝗯𝗼𝘆𝗳𝗿𝗶𝗲𝗻𝗱 𝗹𝗲𝗳𝘁 𝗺𝗲 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗮𝗻 𝗼𝗹𝗱𝗲𝗿 𝗹𝗮𝗱𝘆. 𝗜 𝗻𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗸𝗻𝗲𝘄 𝗶𝘁 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗸 𝘀𝗼 𝗳𝗮𝘀𝘁 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗺𝗲. 𝗗𝗿.𝗕𝗮𝗹𝗯𝗼𝘀𝗮 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆 𝗮𝗰𝗰𝘂𝗿𝗮𝘁𝗲, 𝗮𝗳𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗵𝗶𝗺 𝗮𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗺𝘆 𝘀𝗶𝘁𝘂𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻 𝗵𝗲 𝗱𝗶𝗱 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗵𝘂𝗺𝗮𝗻𝗹𝘆 𝗽𝗼𝘀𝘀𝗶𝗯𝗹𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝘀𝗲𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗺𝘆 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝗯𝗮𝗰𝗸 𝘁𝗼 𝗺𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗶 𝗮𝗺 𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆 𝗴𝗿𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗳𝘂𝗹 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗯𝗹𝗲𝘀𝘀𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝗺𝗲𝗲𝘁 𝗗𝗿.𝗕𝗮𝗹𝗯𝗼𝘀𝗮. 𝗜 𝘃𝗼𝗹𝘂𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗲𝗿 𝘁𝗼 𝘀𝗵𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝘁𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗼𝗻𝘆 𝘁𝗼 𝗮𝗻𝘆 𝗽𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗼𝗻 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗶𝘀𝘀𝘂𝗲𝘀 𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗶𝗿 𝗿𝗲𝗹𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝘀𝗵𝗶𝗽 𝘁𝗼 𝗰𝗼𝗻𝘁𝗮𝗰𝘁 𝗗𝗿.𝗕𝗮𝗹𝗯𝗼𝘀𝗮 𝗯𝗲𝗰𝗮𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝗵𝗲’𝘀 𝗮 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗹 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗴𝗲𝗻𝘂𝗶𝗻𝗲 𝗽𝘀𝘆𝗰𝗵𝗶𝗰 𝗧𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗿𝗲𝗯𝘂𝗶𝗹𝗱 𝗮𝗻𝘆 𝗯𝗿𝗼𝗸𝗲𝗻 𝗿𝗲𝗹𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝘀𝗵𝗶𝗽 𝗼𝗿 𝗺𝗮𝗿𝗿𝗶𝗮𝗴𝗲 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗻𝗮𝘁𝘂𝗿𝗮𝗹 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘀𝗽𝗲𝗹𝗹. 𝗻𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗴𝗶𝘃𝗲 𝘂𝗽 𝗼𝗻 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲. 𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝗰𝗮𝗻 𝗰𝗼𝗻𝘁𝗮𝗰𝘁 𝗗𝗿.𝗕𝗮𝗹𝗯𝗼𝘀𝗮 𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗺 𝗮𝗻𝘆𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗹𝗱 𝗼𝗻.
𝗘𝗠𝗔𝗜𝗟: 𝗯𝗮𝗹𝗯𝗼𝘀𝗮𝘀𝗼𝗹𝘂𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝗵𝗼𝗺𝗲@𝗴𝗺𝗮𝗶𝗹.𝗰𝗼𝗺
𝗪𝗲𝗯𝘀𝗶𝘁𝗲: 𝘄𝘄𝘄.𝗯𝗮𝗹𝗯𝗼𝘀𝗮𝘀𝗼𝗹𝘂𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝗵𝗼𝗺𝗲.𝗰𝗼𝗺
𝗪𝗵𝗮𝘁𝘀𝗔𝗽𝗽: +𝟭 𝟮𝟬𝟰 𝟲𝟱𝟬 𝟬𝟱𝟳𝟮
𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗕𝗘𝗦𝗧 𝗔𝗡𝗗 𝗥𝗘𝗟𝗜𝗔𝗕𝗟𝗘 𝗟𝗢𝗩𝗘 𝗦𝗣𝗘𝗟𝗟 𝗖𝗔𝗦𝗧𝗘𝗥 𝗪𝗜𝗧𝗛 𝗡𝗔𝗧𝗨𝗥𝗔𝗟 𝗥𝗘𝗠𝗘𝗗𝗜𝗘𝗦…
𝗜’𝗺 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗺𝗼𝘀𝘁 𝗵𝗮𝗽𝗽𝗶𝗲𝘀𝘁 𝘄𝗼𝗺𝗮𝗻 𝗼𝗻 𝗲𝗮𝗿𝘁𝗵. 𝗜 𝘀𝘁𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗰𝗮𝗻’𝘁 𝗯𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗲𝘃𝗲 𝗺𝘆 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗶𝘀 𝗯𝗮𝗰𝗸 𝘁𝗼 𝗺𝗲, 𝗗𝗿.𝗕𝗮𝗹𝗯𝗼𝘀𝗮 𝗶𝘀 𝗮 𝘁𝗿𝘂𝗲 𝗴𝗼𝗱 𝘀𝗲𝗻𝘁. 𝗜 𝗴𝗼𝘁 𝗺𝘆 𝗲𝘅 𝗯𝗮𝗰𝗸 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻 𝟰𝟴 𝗵𝗼𝘂𝗿𝘀 𝗮𝗳𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗰𝗼𝗻𝘁𝗮𝗰𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗗𝗿.𝗕𝗮𝗹𝗯𝗼𝘀𝗮. 𝗜 𝗵𝗮𝗱 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱 𝘀𝗼 𝗺𝗮𝗻𝘆 𝗺𝗮𝗿𝘃𝗲𝗹𝗼𝘂𝘀 𝘁𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗼𝗻𝗶𝗲𝘀 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗿𝗲𝘃𝗶𝗲𝘄𝘀 𝗮𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗗𝗿.𝗕𝗮𝗹𝗯𝗼𝘀𝗮 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗺𝗼𝘀𝘁 𝗽𝗼𝘄𝗲𝗿𝗳𝘂𝗹 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘀𝗽𝗲𝗹𝗹 𝗰𝗮𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗿. 𝗜 𝗰𝗼𝗻𝘁𝗮𝗰𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝗵𝗶𝗺 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗲𝘅𝗽𝗹𝗮𝗶𝗻𝗲𝗱 𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝗺𝘆 𝗯𝗼𝘆𝗳𝗿𝗶𝗲𝗻𝗱 𝗹𝗲𝗳𝘁 𝗺𝗲 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗮𝗻 𝗼𝗹𝗱𝗲𝗿 𝗹𝗮𝗱𝘆. 𝗜 𝗻𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗸𝗻𝗲𝘄 𝗶𝘁 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗸 𝘀𝗼 𝗳𝗮𝘀𝘁 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗺𝗲. 𝗗𝗿.𝗕𝗮𝗹𝗯𝗼𝘀𝗮 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆 𝗮𝗰𝗰𝘂𝗿𝗮𝘁𝗲, 𝗮𝗳𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗵𝗶𝗺 𝗮𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗺𝘆 𝘀𝗶𝘁𝘂𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻 𝗵𝗲 𝗱𝗶𝗱 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗵𝘂𝗺𝗮𝗻𝗹𝘆 𝗽𝗼𝘀𝘀𝗶𝗯𝗹𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝘀𝗲𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗺𝘆 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝗯𝗮𝗰𝗸 𝘁𝗼 𝗺𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗶 𝗮𝗺 𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆 𝗴𝗿𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗳𝘂𝗹 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗯𝗹𝗲𝘀𝘀𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝗺𝗲𝗲𝘁 𝗗𝗿.𝗕𝗮𝗹𝗯𝗼𝘀𝗮. 𝗜 𝘃𝗼𝗹𝘂𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗲𝗿 𝘁𝗼 𝘀𝗵𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝘁𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗼𝗻𝘆 𝘁𝗼 𝗮𝗻𝘆 𝗽𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗼𝗻 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗶𝘀𝘀𝘂𝗲𝘀 𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗶𝗿 𝗿𝗲𝗹𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝘀𝗵𝗶𝗽 𝘁𝗼 𝗰𝗼𝗻𝘁𝗮𝗰𝘁 𝗗𝗿.𝗕𝗮𝗹𝗯𝗼𝘀𝗮 𝗯𝗲𝗰𝗮𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝗵𝗲’𝘀 𝗮 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗹 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗴𝗲𝗻𝘂𝗶𝗻𝗲 𝗽𝘀𝘆𝗰𝗵𝗶𝗰 𝗧𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗿𝗲𝗯𝘂𝗶𝗹𝗱 𝗮𝗻𝘆 𝗯𝗿𝗼𝗸𝗲𝗻 𝗿𝗲𝗹𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝘀𝗵𝗶𝗽 𝗼𝗿 𝗺𝗮𝗿𝗿𝗶𝗮𝗴𝗲 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗻𝗮𝘁𝘂𝗿𝗮𝗹 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘀𝗽𝗲𝗹𝗹. 𝗻𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗴𝗶𝘃𝗲 𝘂𝗽 𝗼𝗻 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲. 𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝗰𝗮𝗻 𝗰𝗼𝗻𝘁𝗮𝗰𝘁 𝗗𝗿.𝗕𝗮𝗹𝗯𝗼𝘀𝗮 𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗺 𝗮𝗻𝘆𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗹𝗱 𝗼𝗻.
𝗘𝗠𝗔𝗜𝗟: 𝗯𝗮𝗹𝗯𝗼𝘀𝗮𝘀𝗼𝗹𝘂𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝗵𝗼𝗺𝗲@𝗴𝗺𝗮𝗶𝗹.𝗰𝗼𝗺
𝗪𝗲𝗯𝘀𝗶𝘁𝗲: 𝘄𝘄𝘄.𝗯𝗮𝗹𝗯𝗼𝘀𝗮𝘀𝗼𝗹𝘂𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝗵𝗼𝗺𝗲.𝗰𝗼𝗺
𝗪𝗵𝗮𝘁𝘀𝗔𝗽𝗽: +𝟭 𝟮𝟬𝟰 𝟲𝟱𝟬 𝟬𝟱𝟳𝟮
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